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The old me

I miss the old me the me before depression the me before self harming the me before attempting to end my life. I also miss all the people who have disowned stopped loving me. I may still have be alive but I don't have a life. Mental health just really hurts and I want the old me back but I know she is gone for good as people see me differently and always will. All I can do now is try and change a little each day and one day this might be the old me and I might be the me that doesn't suffer